I stumbled upon a piece of information tonight that made me so happy I started to cry.
It seems that due out in July 2011 there is a book written by Dr. David Ribner and Jennie Rosenfeld entitled Et La'ahov: The Newlywed's Guide to Physical Intimacy.
I don't know how explicit this guide is (though I sure hope it's very) but the very fact that someone thought that this issue should be addressed and people shouldn't be in the situation that I am gives me hope. I hope that everyone who is in shidduchim or about to get married reads this book. I hope it is an amazing book. And you better believe I'm going to read it the second it comes out in July.
I'm so excited I can't breathe.